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    May 04

    time to date?

     
    Love is not blined...
     
    people are! people blined by the feeling of wanting and needing to be in love.
     
    That feeling causes us to make wrong decisions, we make decisions based on how we feel at the time,
    not considering the fact that our feelings are based on emotions, and our emotions change all the time.
     
    taking this into account, before you start dating you should really check ur emotional statel;
    question your reasons for wanting to be in relationship, are you hurt? lonely? or do u simply just want to feel loved?
     
    life is funny, when you need a bus- there are none in sight, or you find a lot of the wrong ones coming your way, but the time you dnt need one, thoundsons pass by, with lots of seats on board! it's a bit like that in relationships, when we want one, we often jump on any without checking the destination. how scary is that!
     
    Travelling and not knowing where u are heading! a relationship should be seen as a journey, are u both goin to the same direction? do you have enough fuel to get u dere? are u prepareed for the journey in hand? The pit-stops? the bumps?
     
    Relationship should not be taken lightly. Time, an understanding yourself, and of the other should b considers on whether or not a relationship is worth pursuing. Before you date - wait..
     
     
    April 22

    34 words

    Type your FIRST REACTION when you hear these 34 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):

    1. I need: to pack for misawa.

    3. Good Relationships: are great.

    4. Your Last Ex: boys go to jupiter to get more STUPIDER

    5. Power: bars with amber in 9th grade..

    6. Marijuana: hawaii

    7. Crack: butt crack..mine

    8. Food: nando's

    9. This President: good looking old man

    10. War: not for me

    11. Cars: want one

    12. Gas Prices: unaffordable

    13. Halloween: "an excuse for females to put ears on their head and dress slutty"-not exact quote..from mean girls..haha

    14. Bon Jovi: love him

    15. Religion: protestant

    16. MySpace: addicting

    17. Worst Fear: someone close..hurt

    18. Marriage: one day

    19. Fashion: love it

    20. Brunettes: stupid


    21. Redheads: JEFF WILSON...hahaha nice answer kim. ill keep it

    22. respect: i try

    23. Pass the time: do whatever

    24. Football: some of the guys are hott..haha

    25. One night Stands: not for me

    26. Pet Peeve: when ur jaw pops..oh wait, thats me

    27. Pixie Stix: up the nose...not cool

    28. Vanilla Ice: rapper?

    29. porta potties: used one...not bad. haha sike

    30. college : almost done


    31. Pajamas: whatever i grab

    32. Wood: chuck

    33. Surfers: if they arent airheaded..fine with me ;)

    34. Pictures: memories

    a-z

     
    A Friend....

    (A)ccepts you as you are

    (B)elieves in "you"

    (C)alls you just to say "HI"

    (D)oesn't give up on you

    (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)

    (F)orgives your mistakes

    (G)ives unconditionally

    (H)elps you

    (I)nvites you over

    (J)ust "be" with you

    (K)eeps you close at heart

    (L)oves you for who you are

    (M)akes a difference in your life

    (N)ever Judges

    (O)ffer support

    (P)icks you up

    (Q)uiets your fears

    (R)aises your spirits

    (S)ays nice things about you

    (T)ells you the truth when you need it

    (U)nderstands you

    (V)alues you

    (W)alks beside you

    (X)-plains thing you don't understand

    (Y)ells when you won't listen and

    (Z)aps you back to reality



    whats minnie w/out mickey?

    whats tigger w/out pooh?

    whats patrick w/out sponge bob?

    whats me w/out YOU???
    March 30

    happy

     
    • enjoyed being sigle
    • live life as itz come
    • no point telling u how i feel coz all we can b is jus frenz
    • y are u askin me who i like . . ?! does it matter?!
    • u asked me am i happy?! yes i am
    • wnt to go bk to thailand
    • dnt fink i dnt no ur game!!
    • love being with ma frenz coz they make me happy
    • try 2bcome a better person
    • miss Leo(dog) :(
    • ima get a dog soon
    • sori im not like wot u fink
    • luv me or hate me . . i dnt really care
    • im alwayz gna b ya frenz no matta wot . . but dnt take da piss
    • dnt strt with me coz i will make u wish u nava strt it in da first place
    • sometime i fink am i gud enough fo u . . but den again r u gud enough fo me
    • being so lazy lately
    • dnt no y i cant fuckin sleep
    • i do finkin of u sometime . . jus sometime tho
    • go collge jus to see ma frenz
    • bin smoking so much >_<
    • i do wot i do best
    • dnt really take life to seriously
    • im different and i like it dis way
    • horny as fuck but i wont fuck who i dnt no or i dnt feel for . .
    March 07

    .......

     
    wnt to jus sit and coch and do noting alday long
     
     
     
     
     
     
    March 01

    *you've been warned*...

     

    Don't ask so many questions, if i wanna tell you something, i will

    Don't be such a pussy, if you got something in mind just come out and say it so don't be afraid to tell me what you think of me coz I can take the truth but i can't stand lies.!!

    Don't ever think thai women are all the same. so let me get this staight, if you're looking for a hooker, go look elsewhere. here, we only have high standard & well educated people. so stop sending messages telling me what you think and what you wanna do, it's not my concern. and if i didn't answer your message, don't send it again it obviously means that i'm not interested in getting to know you.

  • Don't compare me to others coz I'm one of a kind and i bet you've never found another like me ( nor ever will ) and don't try to change me coz it will never work. I'll change when I want to.

    raid of me, I don't bite.

  • BUT don't ever make me angry coz i can definitely destroy you and your future. ♥ Don't say you're sorry when you're not wrong, make me say it by explaining what I've done wrong. Coz I need to improve myself. ♥ Don't play with me coz you'll be playing with fire ♥ Don't try to fool me coz i'll fool you back and eventually the fool is you. ♥ Don't mess with me or i'll mess your life up. ♥ Don't hurt me or i'll make u so suffer that you can't even feel your own fingers ♥ Don't make me hurt you by talking rubbish behind my back. ♥ Don't judge me coz i dont judge others and i don't like to be judge ♥ Don't be so cocky, you don't really know me...
    Don't be such a sweetheart on me or i'll be such a sweetie on you. ♥ Don't love me coz i will definitely love you! ♥ Don't make me repeat all this coz if i did it won't be so nice this time♥♥♥

  •  
  • I can only be friendly with almost everyone but just ALMOST... what i hate the most about some people is that sometimes they just really don't know how lame it is to describe your self as a "cool, good looking, awesome, etc... " person... I mean the REAL people won't be telling everybody just how cool they are
    AM I RIGHT?
  • doesnt have to be. maybe I am and maybe I'm not.. it doesnt matter

  • I'm not telling you to believe in every word I say but that's just my opinion on some pathetic people, and that's allat's the way i am and if you dont like it thean leave I'm not begging you to stay
  • any furthur question? message me or add me and if you're lucky we can be friends lol joking ♥ if I like you then nothing more to say or prove .... you'll see
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  • February 25

    Unfair

     
    The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is
    tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get in the end of it?

    A death.

    What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards.

    You should die first, you know, start out dead, get it out of the
    way. You wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day.
    You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension,
    then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 30 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous (hey, you've only got a few years left, what's the big deal?!?) and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish it all off as an orgasm!
    February 06

    life

     
     
    Life as we know it
    As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
     
    __________________________________________________________________________ 
     

    High class

    ghetto ass

    banging style

    sexy smile

    luscios thighs

    candy eyes

    tempting lips

    killa kiss

    so wave goodbye

    and blow a kiss

    coz baby you

    cant handle dis .. .

     


     




    January 20

    สับสน

     

    ดวงชีวิตคนเรา บางครั้งมันก้อมีขึ้นมีลง

    ถึงปีใหม่ปีนี้อาจจะไม่ bad ไปหมด

    แต่ บาง things ก้อไม่ได้เป็นไปอย่างที่เรา

    think และ want . . .

     

    now ดวงเราเองก้อไม่ค่อยจาดีนะ

    อะไรๆๆ ก้อก้อไม่ได้ดั้งใจ มีปัญหามากมาย

    ที่ไม่สามารภแก้ไขได้ right now

    ก้อคงต้อง wait and see ว่ามันจะดีขึ้นไหม . .

     

    ช่วงนี้ lonely อะ คิดถึงเพื่อนๆๆ

    อย่าก go back to Thailand เร็วๆ

    ไปหาเพื่อนอย่ากอยู่กับเพื่อนๆๆ

     

    ตอนนี้บอกตงๆๆว่ายังสับสนอยู่

    เลย don’t know what to write...

     

     

     

    January 13

    little advice

     

     

     
     
    Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you? you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Because love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.
     
    advice
    Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough and move on when things are not like before. For sure, there is someone out there who will love you even more.
     

     
    January 12

    wot a dayz . .

     
    แปลกจังเที่ยงคืนอยู่เลย วันนี้ทำไมง่วงเร็วจังนะ
    ตื่นก้อเที่ยงกว่าๆ 55+ richard มารับจากบ้านแซมมี่เล้วก้อมาส่งบ้าน
    กลับมาว่าจะพักผ่อนซะหน่อย
     
    อเล็กซี่ก้อโทรมาอีก ว่าป้ายทะเบียนรถหาย เล้วก้อว่าจะไปซื้อใหม่
    เล้วก้อจะไปซื้อกาวมาติด เราก้อว่าเอ่อ ไปก้อไปหว่ะ ตอนไปก้อไม่มีปัญหา
    ตอนขับรถกลับมา ทางมันเคบเล้วก้อมีรถอีกคันหนึ่ง
    มาข้างหน้าอย่างเร็วมาก เล้วอเล็กซี่ก้อขับเร็วไม่น้อยหน้า
    ไอ่อีกคันก้อไม่ยอมหลบ ดีนะที่อเล็กซี่หลบทัน ไม่งั้นก้อชนกัน
    เหลกแตกกันไปข้างหนึ่ง . . .
     
    ตอนอยู่ในรถก้อคุยกันเรื่องคนที่อเล็กซี่แอบชอบ
    ก้อถามไปว่า ทำไมไม่บอกเค้าไปหล่ะ
    เป็นผู้ชายจะสายหายอะไร มันก้อบอกยังหรอก
    มันยังไม่ถึงเวลา เราก้อไม่รู้จะว่าอะไร 55+
    สงสารจังอะ วันนี้มันไป photo shoot ให้กะหนังสือนายแบบ
    เล่มหนึ่งเล้วเค้าก้อเอาครีมมาทาตัวให้มันดูมันๆขึ้น
    ตอนเราเห็นเค้าทา เราก้อเตือนมันเล้วว่า ตัวเองเป็นคนขี้แพ้
    ยอมให้เค้ามาทาตัว เด๋วก้อเป็นเรื่องหรอก 55+
    เละเล้วมันก้อจิง วันนี้ตัวมันแดงหมดเลย
    บอกให้มันอย่าเกา ก้อไม่ฟัง . . เล้วอีก 3-4 วัน มันจะ
    ไปถ่ายปก magazine ของ topman อีกเล้วจาไหวไหมวะเนี่ย . .
    พออเล็กซี่มาส่งบ้าน มันก้อกลับไป 
     
    เอ่อตอนนี้ว่าจะพักผ่อนจิงๆๆ เหละ ที่ไหนได้ limz กะ richard
    โทรมาว่าจะไปดูรถกัน บอกเด๋วอีกหนึ่ง ชม จะมารับ
    หน่านนนน วันนี้กูจาได้นอนไหมเนี่ย
    กว่าพวกมันทั้งหลายจะมาก้อล๊อไป 6โมงกว่า
    บอกว่าไม่ไปเล้ว จะพาไปกินข้าว เอ่อนะ ดีนะ
    ข้าวที่บ้านกูก้อมี 55+ ก้อเลยไปกินไก่ Nando's
    ไปถึงพอดี๊ พอดี แอ๊บบี้ ทำงานอยู่ก้อเลยได้สวนลด 55+
    กินได้ซักพัก amily ก้อมา เหอๆๆ ก้อเลยสั่งไอติมถ้วยใหญ่
    อิ่มโครตเลย นั่งคุยกันเรื่องของจิงของปลอม ไอ่ limz มันก้อมา
    ด่าเราอะว่า เราซื้อกระเป๋าจตัง burberry ตัง 140 กว่าปอด์น
     ทามไมต้องซื้อของแพง ของปล่อมที่เหมือนกันก้อมี
    อ่าวเห็นกูเป็นคนงัยเนี่ย ก้อไม่ชอบใช้ของปล่อมนิ
     
     
    ถ้าให้ใช้ของปลอมไม่ไช้จะดีกว่า   
    นั่งย่อยอาหาร
    คุยกันไปได้ซักพัก ก้อเลยไปเล่นสนุ๊กเกอร์
    เล่นได้ซักพักก้อกลับมา ว่าจะนอน 55+ หนังเรื่อง Lost ก้อออก
    อีก นอนดูเสร็จก้อเที่ยงคืนพอดีเลยมานั่งเขียนมายสเปสเนี่ย
     
    ง่วงเล้วแต่ยังไม่ยากนอน เด๋วก้อคงไปอ่าน magazine  อะ คงไม่นอน
    จนถึงตี3 โน่น 55+
     
    December 07

    Last night . .

     
     
     
     
    HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY LIMZ . .
     
     
    last nite i was at amily uni party
     
    OMG iz so cold but it kina good
     
    coz i gta spent tym with my frenz . . .
     
    iz been so long but any way
     
    i had fun . .
     
    but dere no cute guy at all . .
     
    lol and d d DJ cant really mix d tune . .
     
    so . . .
     
    i didnt really dance
     
     
     
     
    and 2day i went to cinema with alexie and figen
     
    we saw a scary film base on d true story
     
    i will be shiting myself 2nite
     
    iz FUCKIN scary
     
     
    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
     
    any who . .
     
    im off for now
     
    i'll be back
     
     
     
    1*
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    December 06

    noting . . jus sexy

     
    im back again . . .
     
    i had so much work to do b4
     
    but now im back  . . yahhhh
     
    but i cant think of neting to write rite now
     
    so i will come back lata . .
     
    ..................................................
     
    take care . . mwhaaa xxx